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tou to exw e3hghsei....k to exei katalavei...alla genika ginontai diafora...k tou tn spaei pou exw pollous filous....(tpt parapanw)...gt dn pisteuei se filia anamesa koritsiou k agoriou....parola auta...eimai oso pio diakritikh mporw...alla panta kati ginetai k neuriazei....k dn einai oti apla zhleuei....ginetai paralogos merikes fores k dn 3erw pws na to xeiristw...exoume kati polu dunato k to 8ewrw vlakeia na ta paratisei me tn paramikrh duskolia...

h vlakeia p ekana dn htan erwtikou periexomenou...apla milousa me enan prwhn g oikogeniakous logous (tou prwhn) k dn tou to eixa pei....k to ema8e me asxhmo tropo...apla meta apo auth th xazomara....8ewrw pws sumorfo8hka kai me to parapanw....!apla dn mporei na to 3exasei..k ka8e fora pou tsakwnomaste mou to petaei...eimai afosiomenh se ekeinon...k dn gurisa pote na koita3w allon....apla dn 3erw....leei pws 8a ta 3anavroume...egw omws xeirotereuw ka8hmerina...8elw na eimaste mazi :'(

to 8ema einai pws o sugkekrimenos einai auto akrivws pou h8ela....se auton tn an8rwpo vrhka oti dn evrhska sts alles m sxeseis....k apo tn mia skeftomai pws einai o monos tropos na tn exw...alla apo tn allh f8iretai h agaph etsi....apla ais8anomai polu asxhma....san kapoios na mou gratzounaei tn kardia....dn exw ponesei perissotero....pragmatika...

kalhspera paidia...phra to 8arros na grapsw to provlhma m gt eimai se asxhmh psuxologikh katastash....prokeitai gia erwtiko....loipon...arxika eimai 17....to agori einai 16...prwth fora emple3a me mikrotero....eixame kati g mia vdomada....egw hmoun polu erwteumenh mazi t...k me afhse g tn kollith m....parola auta ts ekana kone...meta ekana k egw kati me allon...meta apo kairo hr8e k me vrhke g na eimaste pali mazi....to skefthka eida oti me 8elei pragmatika k ta ftia3ame....tn prwto mhna ekana mia xontrh vlakeia sxetika me prwhn k me sugxwrese....alla to skeftetai sunexeia....perasan 4 mhnes k m eipe na xwrisoume...ekana o,ti mporousa alla pali katalhgame stn xwrismo...opws leei dn antexe ta la8h m....(genika eimai polu koinwnikh...oxi omws 3ekollo)...to 8ema einai oti htan o prwtos m k hmoun h prwth t....k stn sxesh...k twra m leei na faswnomaste apla....dn 3erw an prepei...alla tn 8elw polu...tn agapaw....k fovamai gt eimai autokatastrofikos xarakthras....peite kamia sumvoulh... euxaristw